Friday, July 23, 2010

Ms. Goody Goody Tells a Lie

I am and have always been a goody goody.  I did everything my mom asked, I got good grades, I never misbehaved, and didn't really lie.  That is until 5th grade. 

5th grade was a hard year for me, I had been moved into honors math which was a nightmare for me.  I didn't really think I belonged there and my grades reflected as such.  I was most definitely the dumbest kid in honors math.  Being that it was such a struggle, I spent most of my nights working on the homework and studying for math tests.  This, of course, caused my other grades to go down.  I was still doing well in my other classes but I was definitely not giving them the attention they needed.  

I always looked forward to seeing my test grades.  After all, they were almost always A's so why wouldn't I be excited.  I enjoyed knowing that I had done well.  I was never pressured to get good grades but my mother was always pleased when I did.  Well, one day I was sitting in science class gleefully awaiting the return of a test we had taken when it happened.  The teacher placed the test in front of me and I saw something I had never seen. It was a C!  I had never gotten a C.  I wasn't expecting a C.  I knew I hadn't studied much but I never studied much for tests.  I was horrified and immediately hid my test so no one else would see it.  Of course it got worse.  I was reminded by the teacher that any test score of C or lower needed to be signed by a parent and returned the next day.  What?  I had never had to have a test signed before.  What was my mother going to say?  She never commented on my grades but they had never been bad before.  I know a C is not the end of the world but to me in the 5th grade, it was.  

I got home from school to find my mother in bed with a washcloth over her forehead.  I knew what that meant.  She had a migraine.  Again.  My mother seemed to always have a migraine when I was a kid.  And I knew better than to talk to her when she had a migraine.  It was bad enough having to talk to her about my C but now she didn't feel good on top of it.  I decided that maybe my teacher would forget to collect the test.  I mean, she had never collected a signed one back from me before so she would never remember right? 

The next day in class I was nervous, and sweaty and couldn't focus on anything.  When we got to science the teacher inevitably asked everyone to get out their tests from the previous day.  I scrambled to get mine out, and in a panic, decided to forge my mother's signature.  My mother's signature is not just one of those scribbles that doesn't look like a name.  Of course, hers is legible, bubbly and a confusing mix of print and cursive.  I've never seen anything like it in my day.  And, being a 5th grader, I was not an expert forger of signatures.  I did my best to recreate my mom's name and when the teacher came by, I turned in my monstrosity.  

I thought I was clear and free.  We went on with class and I started to relax.  It was at the end of class that the teacher approached me and asked if I had signed my mom's name on my test?  Turning bright red immediately I couldn't try to lie.  I admitted to signing it myself but said that I had told my mom about it but had to sign it for her because she was in bed sick and could not sign it herself.  That was only a slight lie right?  An exaggeration if you will.  Well, my teacher didn't buy it.  She told me to tell my mother to be expecting a call from her to verify my story.  Now what was I supposed to do?  

I left school in a panic and once I got home I immediately started crying and blurted everything out to my mom.  And do you know what she did?  She laughed at me!  She thought it was hilarious that I had made up such a story.  When the teacher called, she verified my story (to the teacher's shock I'm sure) and we went to get ice cream.  Clearly, lying is awesome.  I got all upset for no reason.  My mom was not upset about the C and said she knew I would do better next time.  She told me not to lie next time but I secretly think she really enjoyed it.  

So, what lesson did I learn.  Lying makes my mom happy.  Good to know.  I got much better at "exaggerating" as the years went on and never got caught by a teacher again.  But to this day I still can not successfully forge my mother's name.

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